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qualified" they said. Apparently my technical acumen was too much for
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I do take comfort in knowing that no matter what I do, say, think, feel, look like, or act like. God loves me no matter what. Doesn't it just blow you away?
I see no good in the bad things that happen, but God somehow takes the dirtest of things, people and situations and brings them about in such a way that we can not understand. It is when we forget and think we are in control that we find ourselves alone and feeling unloved. If we can just put it in his hands and NOT FEEL LIKE WE HAVE TO CONTROL IT ALL we would be better off.
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P.S. I am so proud of you.
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