April 09, 2003

Day Forty Two

Well, last night I cheated and had some chocolates. There, I said it and I am being honest. That was hard to confess. All thru the day though I did great. Well, today is another day and tonight we have church. It is easier when I am not home and don't have to face the food. I don't know why it is harder at night sometimes. Anyway, I will go to the Y this morning after I drop the girls off at school and sweat the chocolates away. Physically, I feel kind of sluggish. I ate a banana hoping to get some energy. Emotionally, I feel ?. A little down I guess knowing I should not have had the chocolates but also a little okay knowing I can continue to strive onward. Satan really knows how he can get to me. He is trying to control the little voice inside my head making me doubt myself. I need to pray harder. Perhaps I need a fast. I have fasted thru meals before but never a whole day. Maybe that is what I need to do to gain some inner strength. We'll see. I pray now that God gives me continued strength and that He holds my hand thru each minute.

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Ok. Some chocolates. What 1 or 2? A whole box?
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One step is recognizing and continuing on with the fight another day as you are doing.
EVERYTHING in MODERATION is ok...it is when it is not in moderation that we have a problem.
Keep on. You look great. Love you.
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